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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 24, 2012 10:39:19 GMT -5
(ok, i deleted mine Den~AND CANADA SAID OK TO THE THREEWAY RELATIONSHIP!!!)
Norway shook his head, no he didnt want to forget....he didnt want to forget any of what Denmark said, it would kill him on the inside. He wanted to remember what the man said and he'd keep it in his heart that would be for sure...
The nordic wondered what would have happened to the both of them if they had confessed there feelings for one another sooner.
Would they be with one another during the warehouse? Would Norway be waking up next to Denmark and not Canada? Would he be kissing thoughs lips that were now every tempting in front of him?
Without thinking and just acting on inpulse, the norweigen got on his tip toes and placed his lips on the Danes. It was a small kiss and it was gentle. Norway noted that the man he was kissing at the moment wasnt like when he kissed Canada. The younger man's lips where soft and plump and he kissed back, but Denmark's were the exact opposite. His lips were a little tougher and not as gentle....but at the moment, the nordic didnt care.
Finally, he broke the small kiss and closed his eyes...he felt like a horrible man....."Im sorry...' he whispered in a small voice.
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Post by Denmark on Aug 24, 2012 12:29:11 GMT -5
Denmark watched, pained, as Norway shook his head. He knew that Norway knew that they couldn't continue like this, so why was he--
The kiss lasted just a few seconds, but it was the best in the world...not that Denmark had had much experience with kisses, but having one from Norway... However he couldn't dwell on that.
"Don't be...Just..." Just what?
How could he say it. He knew Norway didn't want to forget, that much he had made clear by shaking his head. But he had to! Denmark knew that he wouldn't be able to head back to Canada and pretend nothing had happened between them.
He didn't know much about the other nation, he figured Canada was not like his brother, but he still doubted that he would understand this much. And any fights between them would break Norway's heart.
"You have to think about what's best."
He had no right to say that. He was selfish and arrogant, and hardly ever thought of others, but he wanted to, just this once, so avoid hurting the man he loved further.
Even if it meant losing him forever.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 24, 2012 12:51:46 GMT -5
Norway didnt want to be selfish but he didnt want to think about what was best at the moment...he just wanted to be with Denmark at the moment...his heart hurt at that thought though. He loved Canada so much but...but he couldnt leave the Dane...not right now.
"I-I dont want to right now..." The nordic said as he buried his head in the taller man's neck. His arms wrapped around the mans chest and he tried to calm down.
Eventually he looked up at Denmark and quickly kissed his lips again and said, "I-I'll leave when you tell me that you didnt feel anything when I kiss you...I-I'll even forget that this even happened and stay with Canada but please..." Norway couldnt finish the sentence. He didnt know why but he just couldnt.
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Post by Denmark on Aug 24, 2012 13:36:17 GMT -5
Denmark stuttered backwards slightly as Norway pressed himself closer. He listened. He knew. He felt.
But they had no choice.
He shook his head, tears squeezing themselves out of the corners of his eyes, slipping down his face in a renewed stream as he looked down into Norway's eyes.
"I can't." He started, and then quickly continued before Norway could interrupt. "I can't tell you I feel nothing...because I don't. I will always feel for you Norway, I will always love you. But at the moment, as well as this perpetual love I feel for you...I feel sorrow...and hurt. Because I know that I will never have you. You will never truly be mine, a part of you will always belong with Canada, and a part of Canada will always be with you, and I don't want that."
He sniffed and looked upwards, trying to stop the tears, but instead they came faster as he thought of when they were younger. "I know it's selfish, but I want YOU Norway, I don't want 90% of you and 10% of Canada. I want you. And if I can't have you, and if I know that you won't love me just as fully then it's not fair on either of us."
He clenched his hands, even as he gripped the Norwegian tighter.
"Neither of us will have what we want. You have a chance though. There is no way I could ask you to leave Canada, and even if you did you wouldn't forget him, you love him too much. Our time is over Norway. I had my chance, I didn't take it. Now it's Canada's turn. You can still forget about me and have everything with him. But I will never have that chance."
He turned his head slightly, his shoulders starting to shake again and his lips were trembling.
"I have accepted that. Now you need to as well."
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 24, 2012 13:56:35 GMT -5
"I dont want you to be alone though!" Norway said in a loud voice. "I dont want you alone while im supposed to be happy and in love! I-I cant be in love while you...while you hurt." the nordic buried his head on the taller man's chest.
Norway gripped the younger man's shirt tighter and shook his head. He didnt want to leave the man that he had grown up with. The nordic leaned up and kissed him again and again and he put his head back on Denmark's chest and felt the tears come more freely.
He knew that living and knowing Denmark was alone then hurting...would just kill him....
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Post by Denmark on Aug 24, 2012 14:29:06 GMT -5
Denmark did nothing as Norway kissed him, he simple tried to refrain from sweeping him off of his feet.
"As long as you're happy I will be too!" Denmark cried, shaking his head and scrunching his eyes shut, feeling his tears flowing faster than ever.
"I may be alone...but I will be content! This is killing you Norway! I can see you hurting, it's painfully obvious, and now that I've loved you for so long, I can't let that go! I know I mucked up. I know I should have said something before, anything, but I didn't!"
Denmark grabbed one of Norway's hands in both of his and squeezed it.
"You actually have something now! I respect that, and I KNOW that you can continue with that, I've never seen you look so happy as you do with Canada. I want that to continue! And if I stay with you it won't. You'll be longing for him, he'll come after you."
He pulled Norway close and rested his head on the Norwegian's.
"If you force yourself to forget about Canada and stay with me, you'll hurt Canada, if you make Canada forget as well then he'll always be wondering what he's missing. However, you can just make yourself forget about my feelings for you, and stay with Canada, that way only one will be forgetting...and no one will get hurt. I know you can do it Norway, I know you have magic."
No one would be hurt. He was hurt already, it wouldn't hurt him more. It wouldn't hurt him less. But at least it wouldn't hurt Norway.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 24, 2012 15:31:03 GMT -5
Norway looked down defeated...Denmark was right...he had always been right. For once in his life, the nordic nation wished the Dane could have just been stupid like he always had been and kissed him......
His hands fell down to his sides and he looked up with a blank stare on his face. The tears finally ceased and he felt lifeless in Denmark's arms.
Slowly, Norway raised one hand and carressed the taller man's face and for one last time he brought the face down closer to his own and he kissed him. He tried showing all the emotions he couldnt show in that one kiss but he doubted that Denmark could feel them, but it was worth a shot.
He broke the kiss and wriggled his body out of the Dane's grasp and slowly started walking out of the clinic. Norway forgot all about his injured hand, that was a last priority....The shorter man looked over to the Dane and gave him a small smile.
"I guess I was wrong...I-I didnt just love you then...I still love you now." Norway said as he let the last tears fall out of his eyes. He turned back to where he was heading and...just walked.
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Post by Denmark on Aug 24, 2012 17:08:57 GMT -5
Denmark stayed limp, and let Norway move him into a kiss, a kiss that lasted longer than the others, before letting his arms fall by his sides when the other broke away.
He stretched out a hand slowly towards the crying nation, but made no other move. ...He... He couldn't say that.
Denmark stumbled forwards slightly, his legs tripping round each other, his feet stepping on everything, and fell onto all fours sobbing.
He stayed there for a while, resting his forehead on the cool floor, as if in worship, but all the while a small pool began to form, a pool formed from his sorrow. "Norway...Norway" He whispered, and then cried.
Denmark sobbed to himself, not knowing what to do, should he go after the man he had told should forget him?
Or should he stay here and ignore the man that had just said he loved him...?
Denmark rose, wobbling, to his feet and tripped towards the door, he leaned against the frame for a second, raising his hand to wipe most of the moisture from his face, although tears still pooled in his eyes.
He stepped out into the hallway and looked left and right. There. He saw Norway walking away.
"NOOORWWAAAAAAY!!" He yelled, releasing all his pent up emotions into that one word, filling it with love, affection, hurt, anger, all the feelings he had ever felt for this one nation, in one single word.
His name.
Denmark rushed after the smaller man and then scooped him up in his arms, so his feet dangled above the floor, and hugged him tightly, he never wanted to let go, although he knew he must.
Just...let me have this moment. He thought, unable to say anything as his throat was clogged up. And please don't hate me
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 24, 2012 18:24:42 GMT -5
Norway didnt see the hug from Denmark coming...he thought that everything that was said and done was...well done. But that didnt seem like the case at the moment, it seemed like it was still continuing.
All the man could do was hang there in the taller man's arms. He didnt mind, he was happy to be there. "Y-your an idiot..." Norway mumbled under his breath. Norway wrapped his arms around the Dane and felt more tears run down his face.
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Post by Denmark on Aug 26, 2012 14:35:24 GMT -5
"I know. Believe me...I know." Denmark grinned and laughed a little, a shaky, choking laugh, but a laugh none the less.
Denmark pushed his forehead to Norway's and stayed there for a few seconds, breathing in deeply, slowly, smoothly, catching his breath from running down the corridor that quickly.
"But...I know you don't mind." Denmark awkardly turned his head slightly and pressed his lips to Norway's, closing his eyes, savouring the moment.
This was what he'd waited for his entire life.
Not a short kiss tainted by tears and hiccuped words...but a slow, sweet, tender kiss that could be shared gently, a kiss to be remembered.
And he would certainly remember this one forever and ever.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 26, 2012 14:46:50 GMT -5
Norway kissed Denmark back and closed his eyes. He felt so horrible as he kissed the Dane though....he was married and he loved his husband to death...The nordic tried pushing those thoughts out of his head but they kept coming back.
Him and Canada laying in the bunk and cuddleing...them having there first kiss...they're first time together. It all hurt more then anyone would realize. Whats worse is that Norway felt like he was cheating, but techically he was wasnt he? He was kissing another man and telling that man that he loved him...thats what cheating was.
Slowly and reluctantly he broke the kiss and tried getting out of Denmarks hug but failed. Norway looked up to those wonderful eyes and sighed, "D-denmark...we cant do this, you know that. Im married to an....a great and loving man. I cant hurt him like this..." The words came out pained...if there was a way to love both of the men who loved him, then he'd do it in a heart beat...but sadly things didnt work that way.
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Post by Denmark on Aug 26, 2012 15:33:50 GMT -5
Denmark felt Norway struggling against him, but he didn't want to move. He didn't want to. But when the Norwegian broke their kiss, he didn't protest. Just stared back into the dark blue, almost indigo eyes of this beautiful, wonderful man.
Denmark looked down and to the side at Norway's words, staring at the grey floor. "I know." It hurt him to say it. He'd be an idiot to run after him. He should have just left him be and curled up on that hard, cold floor and waited for the next person to find him.
"But...just...don't play me around Norway. Please. You kissed me all those times before...and now I just wanted to give you one. After this we can leave each other alone." Denmark lowered Norway till his feet touched the ground, and then grabbed his shoulders and tilted him backwards so they he could see the others' eyes better.
"Either go back to Canada, or leave him for me. Make the choice Norway, I won't hate you. I could never hate you..." Denmark whispered the last bit. It was true though. Norway had to make the choice, he couldn't make it for him. The choices were: Canada. And Denmark. He couldn't have both.
If he tried it would only hurt all three of them further.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 26, 2012 16:05:27 GMT -5
Norway looked down and closed his eyes. He didnt know what to think but....but he didnt want to leave Canada.....slowly he looked up and rised on his tiptoes and kissed Denmark softly. A few tears slipped out of his eyes then he broke the kiss that he was sharing.
"Denmark....i love you....but i dont want to leave Canada....I-I love him so much then i know he loves me to..." Norway said as he looked back at the floor. "Im sorry....i-im so so sorry Denmark....we'll never be more then just friends....a-and Ill learn to exept that...."
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Post by Denmark on Aug 26, 2012 16:25:24 GMT -5
Denmark's intake of breath was so sharp it made a whistling noise. He had been prepared for this, expected it. But the harsh reality of Norway's words still took him by surprise. He was sure that if you listened carefully there would be the sound of shattered glass resounding in the background as his heart broke into a million pieces and was then put through a blender.
"I..." His voice choked in his throat, so he looked away quickly and coughed. "I understand. Thank you for making the descision Norway."
Denmark turned on his heel, head bowed. He didn't try to stop the tears, he was surprised he had any left. His head had just stopped hurting, but now, crying again, he knew the headache would come back.
As tears streamed down his face, Denmark pushed his hands into his pockets, slouched his shoulders and started walking away.
"Forget me. Please. At least. Forget my love."
Do it for yourself Norway. I know you can. Make yourself forget. If you do that...you can be happy. And I'll stay in the shadows forever, watching you, as you stay in love, in the light.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 26, 2012 16:52:33 GMT -5
Without knowing what he was doing he took off running for Denmark and he wrapped his arms around the taller man's chest. "No!! I refuse to forget about your love!" Norway cried out not caring about others hearing him and just caring about hugging the Dane. He closed his eyes and buried his face on he man's back.
"W-what would you have done if...if I told you I would leave Canada and love you?" Asked the nordic finally through his tears. "Tell me...."
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