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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 29, 2012 16:30:42 GMT -5
Norway nodded and sighed, yes it was nice to just sit by the fire place and relax, he could understand that. "Ok..." he said as he yawned. "I have one more question..." the older man said as he backed up a bit from Canada's body. There was one last question that always seemed to bug him.
"Along time ago...during world war two I mean, what did you think about when you saw me so close to death...and who did you give my sleeping body to? Or did you just drop me off at the hospial." he remembered close to nothing during the time he was deprived of sleep and food...it wasnt his fault though.
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 29, 2012 22:09:38 GMT -5
"Well, I thought what anyone would have thought. This country is hurt, and I need to help him. I was too concerned about your health to think about anything else." answered Canada. Norway had looked so weak and helpless, it broke his heart to thing about Norway in such a state.
"I carried you to the hospital, but when I got there Denmark was already waiting for you. I handed you off to him. At that time, you knew Denmark much more than you did me so I assumed you would be more comfortable waking up in Denmark's care. Was he not there when you woke up? Or do you not remember?" asked Canada. It was best if Norway forgot about the whole bad experiance, but that knowledge could still be useful in some way. They didn't want to repeat the past.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 29, 2012 22:15:24 GMT -5
Norway had to dig into his memories to try and remember what had happened...."Yes he was...at least i think he was...." The nordic said as he looked at the younger man's purple eyes. He felt bad forgetting all of those memories...but hey, when you were torchered and sexually abused who wouldnt want to forget?
The nordic furrowed his eyebrows. He wanted to remeber though...he wanted to remember everything thing that happened to him at that time. Norway knew they were horrible memories but it felt like he should rememeber them...he didnt care if they would give him more nightmares then he experienced now, he just wanted to remember.
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 31, 2012 6:36:00 GMT -5
"It's okay Norway, you don't have to remember. I couldn't even imagine what you had gone through, and I don't want to either." said Canada. He almost didn't want Norway to remember, the older country would be scared for life. What if Norway went into shock one day because he saw somthing that reminded him of those days? He was no medic, and probably wouldn't be able to help Norway. The only thing he could do was comfort the Nordic when he felt down.
Canada pulled Norway into a tight hug. He wanted the older country to feel better soon, he hated it when Norway was sad or upset. Why couldn't they just drop the subject and think about something happy? "I'm so sorry I wasn't there sooner." whispered Canada.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 31, 2012 7:17:41 GMT -5
Norway closed his eyes and buried his head into Canada's chest. "I-I remember somethings...I remember Germany making me do things to him...and him calling me a slut and a whore as I did them....I-I also remember random soilders and generals and even other convicts doing the same to me..." the memories stung a bit....but the Nordic man countinued to talk about it.
"That day you got to me, some soilders used my belt to tie my legs together so I wouldnt struggle....I remember that much." Norway said as he teared up a bit...he was scared of sex and love for a few years after that.....
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 31, 2012 18:06:03 GMT -5
(( Well, I guess bondage is out of the question. ))
"It's okay Norway, you don't have to talk about it, it's all over now." whispered Canada. He brushed his fingers through Norway's soft blonde hair, hoping to make Norway feel better. He just wished there was something more he could do to fix it, but he couldn't change the past. He realized how lucky he was, to be loved and sheltered his whole life, and felt even worse for not coming sooner.
"It's all over now." repeated Canada. He felt the need to repeat it so that he would believe it himself. No one was going to hurt Norway anymore, not when he was here to protect Norway. He softly brushed his finger tips across Norway's back. He hoped it felt sootheing to the Nordic, it always used to make him feel better when he was younger.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 31, 2012 18:32:59 GMT -5
(sadly....)
Norway cuddled closer to Canada and sighed. "I know its over..." he said as he looked up to the younger man. "But...it sometimes still gives me nightmares...." the nordic had to whisper that in a small voice so he wouldnt scare the younger man.
"Im just happy you got to me..." The nordic said as he sat up and rubbed his eyes. He didnt want to cry over old memories that made him cry...Norway carressed the babyfaced man and smiled a bit. He didnt want him to feel bad....
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 31, 2012 19:39:07 GMT -5
"If you ever have a nightmare, you're welcome to come sleep with me." said Canada with a smile. He would gladly welcome Norway into his bed, he loved to cuddle with the Nordic country. He wouldn't mind comforting Norway either, he loved it when he was able to make Norway feel better. It made him feel good inside.
"I'm happy I got to you too, or else I wouldn't have such an amazing husband right now." said Canada. With a little bit of courage, he leaned in and gave Norway a small peck on the lips. He could feel the heat rising to his face in that one motion, but it wasn't only rising there. He felt the fabric of his pants tighten, and instantly broke the kiss. He pushed Norway off of his lap, stood up and ran away. It was the only thing he could think off in such a short time. Before he left, he yelled out behind him "I'm so sorry Norway!"
He came across the bathroom, and rushed inside, slamming the door shut and locking it. He let out a sigh and slide down the door until he was sitting down with his knees tucked into his chest. He wrapped his arms around his knees and let out another sigh. How could he have been so stupid? He should have never kissed Norway.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 31, 2012 19:49:05 GMT -5
Norway tried kissing Canada back for a thank you but he felt his body being thrown and he fell off the bed. He felt his head collide with the other bunk and he hissed in pain. Did he do something wrong? The nordic man tried opening his eyes and he saw that the Canadian was gone. He blinked a few times and rubbed the back of his head. The older man could feel his head bleeding a bit, bit it wasnt that bad so he didnt think about it to much.
He looked around and saw that he was really gone...Norway felt bad...he shouldnt have talked about that subject with the younger man.....Slowly he started trying to find Canada. It seemed like he looked everywhere before he finally came to the bathroom. The door was locked and he knocked.
"Canada? Hello? Are you in there?" he finally asked. He sighed and said, "Im sorry for talking to you about that...I-Ill stop if you want to....but come out....please..."
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 31, 2012 20:35:02 GMT -5
(( leave it to me to make everything awkward ))
"No, no, it's not your fault Norway, it's me. I'm sorry, b-but I can't come out r-right now." shouted Canada from inside the bathroom. He placed his head in his hands and started to breathe in and out slowly. He also breathed softly so that Norway wouldn't hear him amd get suspicious, because he wasn't going to do anything. It would be too embarrassing. No, it was better just to wait it out.
He couldn't leave Norway to just stand outside the door either, that would be rude. What was he to do? He couldn't let Norway in, but he couldn't let Norway stand there either. Would it be rude to ask Norway to go back to the bunkbed? Yes, either that would be rude, or Norway would get suspicious, even though he wasn't going to do anything. "Just, is it alright if I have some alone time?" asked Canada.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 31, 2012 20:43:21 GMT -5
(its ok~i did the same a while back so dont worry!)
Norway blinked a few times and sighed. "Alright..." he said in a small voice. He felt that sticky feeling on the back of his head and he just decided to clean the wound that he had. Slowly, he walked to the clinic and went to the sink and wetted a bandage.
He slowly pressed it to the cut and he hissed. It stung....alot...Canada was alot stronger then he looked...when he felt the cut cleaned up a bit, he pressed a band-aid to it and moved his hair out of the way and pressed it on. Norway sighed...this hair probably looked like Scotlands...it was stained with blood and since the younger man was in the bathroom he couldnt really do anything at the moment.
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 31, 2012 22:53:12 GMT -5
He felt bad for making Norway leave, but he would be out of the bathroom soon enough. He just had to think of something else. He sat there sitting blankly at the dull white walls for a few minutes, but he only thing he could think of was Norway. It wasn't helping at all, he couldn't get Norway out of his mind. What else could he do? He didn't know any other way to get rid of it. Maybe if he tried something to draw the blood away to another part of the body. He contemplated this idea for a while, but still couldn't think of anything. He would need to ask someone later, although, who he would ask he didn't know. America and England would be way too uncomfortable, but France would be a little too comfortable. He would always be uncomfortable, no matter who he asked. He wondered how they would react if he told them all he had been doing with Norway. They hadn't just been having regular sex.
He looked down and was surprised to see that his erection had gone down. Maybe thinking about his family had helped. Good, now hw could go get Norway. He unlocked the door and stepped outside. Now, all he had to do was find Norway.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 31, 2012 23:04:34 GMT -5
Norway sighed. He was starting to get a serious headache at the moment....he quickly found some medicen and swallowed two pills. He walked over to a sink and used a plastic cup to grab some of the water and he chugged it down. The nordic man felt a little better...but not really. Sighing he just stuffed two more pills in his pocket and stuffed some bandages in there to.
He could still feel the blood seeping out of the wound but he tried to ignore it...it was just a cut, it couldnt really do much harm...right?
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