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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 7, 2012 11:21:37 GMT -5
Norway stiffened and said, "I'm fine. Just head back Canada. Just head the way I came until you reach the river then west." He backed away from the Canadian and looked away. He wasn't about to forgive this man anytime soon, his heart still hurt and he could feel more tears. "Ill be fine if that's what your worried about." Norway said as he wiped some premature tears away.
God he didn't want to be crying about this anymore he already sobbed his eyes out at the river he thought that he was finally finished. He still felt the tears coming, "Damnit...damn damn damn!" Norway mumbled under his breath. No more crying....wasn't sobbing enough already? Guess not...because the tears finally came out.
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 7, 2012 14:14:38 GMT -5
(( this thread is making me cry, and I don't know why. It's not even all that sad. ))
"I'm not going to leave you all by yourself, I would never do that." Canada said stubbornly. He had come this far, and he wasn't going back now. He knew Norway could handle being alone, unlike himself, but he still didn't want to leave. What if there were more zombies heading this way? He would never be able to forgive himself if something were to happen to Norway out here.
"You don't sound fine." said Canada. He looked closely at Norway's face to see if he would look back at him, but instead he saw tears. Norway was crying, and it was all his falt. Could a person feel anymore guilty than he did right now?
"You most certainly aren't 'fine', you're crying!" exclaimed Canada. He wanted to hug Norway at that moment so badly. To take away all those tears and make him feel better. Although, Norway was mad at him, and he didn't think it would be a good idea to hug him at the moment. He could stand to watch it any longer, it was breaking his heart to see Norway like this. Screw it, he had already done something wrong today, one more wrong move wasn't going to change anything.
He wrapped his arms around Norway shoulders and tried his best to not squeeze him to death. "Please don't cry Norway, I can't stand to see you like this."
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 7, 2012 14:41:34 GMT -5
(theres alot of angst here maybe thats why. But this thread has made me tear up...)
Norway tried to escape from the Canadian's grasp but he was to weak and way to sad to move that much. He tried moving again but his body betrayed him, it was natrually attracted to this feeling of Canada being so close, plus it felt so warm right here...so safe.
The nordic felt the tears come out even more then before. "Let me go..." Norway finally said through his tears. "Just let me go already...i hate you...jeg hater deg(i hate you)...i wish we never got married...i wish we never meet." All of those words came out in a rush and the Nordic did feel bad when he said it but he was still mad at the Canadian to take it back.
(and i know boss will read this and kill me later...oh well)
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Post by [x] Spain on Aug 7, 2012 14:57:55 GMT -5
((STOP. IM GONNA CRY. I'M LISTENING TO "Einsamkeit" by Prussia AN IT MAKES THIS THREAD SO MUCH SADDER. ASDFKSHCISKSHCODKAH))
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 7, 2012 15:05:54 GMT -5
(( why would Spain kill you? ))
Canada listened to all the hateful words that Norway said, and let go of the Nordic country. Norway didn't really mean that did he? After all they had been through, did Norway really mean that? Sure, Norway was mad at him, and it was only fair that he say some hateful things to him, but to wish they had never met? He would never want to forget that day.
"I don't care what you say to me, I'm never going to forget the day we met, not ever. I'm glad we got married, and I'm glad that you were my first love. I love you, and I'll always love you. I don't care if we're not in a relationship anymore, or if we get a divorce, or if we never speak to each other ever again. I could never hate you, and I could never forget you." Tears had started to fall down his face the more he said. Fine, let Norway hate him. He was never good enough for Norway anyway. He just wished it could have lasted a little longer. All good things must come to an end, and it was better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all.
"I'm not going to leave your side unless you physically push me away." stated Canada. He crossed his arm and stood up straight, not moving an inch.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 7, 2012 15:22:18 GMT -5
(her answer should tell you why...=_= sorry boss!!*reads reply* OH MY GOD IM GONNA CRY!)
Norway looked up to the Canadian. He was suprised he was let go so easily. Yes he said he wanted to be let go of but he didnt expect to actually be let go. He looked down and slowly walked towards the younger man and extended his arm and tried pushing him. But he didnt have any streangth in his arms.
He looked back up to the Canadian and saw that he was crying. He was crying because of him, he never thought that he would see the day when that happened. Instictivly he reached up and brushed the tears off of the youngerman's cheek but he pulled his hands back a bit. No...he was way to mad to be showing sympathy wasnt he?
Norway was about to run away but he saw something slowly walk into the clearing. It was something he knew that Canada attracted because of that gunshot. He pulled out his gun and aimed using Canada's shoulder for a rest for his arm and shot the zombie right in between his eyes. The zombie fell with a thud and he saw two more behind it. There drama could wait a bit, the had to get out of here.
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Post by [x] Spain on Aug 7, 2012 15:27:58 GMT -5
((CANADA. THAT MONOLOGUE WAS GENIUS.))
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 7, 2012 16:31:55 GMT -5
(( Thank you Spain! I think I'm acting too much like Denmark though.))
Canada was surprised that Norway didn't push him harder, wasn't Norway mad at him? He was even more surprised when the Nordic country wiped away his tears. He couldn't be forgiven so easily, it just wasn't possible. Then, why was Norway being so nice?
He opened his eyes to find Norway placed his hand on his shoulder, and guess what was in his hand? A gun, a fully loaded gun. A look of panic spread out on Canada's face. He knew Norway was mad, but this mad? Shooting him wasn't going to solve any problems. "I-I said p-push me! Not shoot m-me! C-Can't we solve this in a less v-violent way?" stuttered Canada.
He gave out a sigh of relief when Norway shot something behind him instead of his face. His ears were ringing from the sound of the gunshot. Ouch, that was going to hurt for a while. "Thank you for not killing me." said Canada.
He turned around to see what Norway had been shooting at. His face instantly put on a look of panic again. Norway had shot a zombie behind him, and there was two more coming this way.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 7, 2012 16:39:47 GMT -5
(your not acting like denmark Canada! your acting sweeter!)
Norway frowned and he tugged at Canada's sleeve. "Come on, follow me before you get eaten." he said this in a rush as he started towards what he hoped the warehouse was. He had a firm grip on the Canadian's jacket because he had a feeling that if he let go of the younger man then he'd be gone forever.
When Norway finally saw the warehouse he smiled and started to run faster. "Almost there." he said with a smile. When he finally got to the doors he had to lean on the doors to try and catch his breath. "D-did we lose them?" Norway finally asked turning around and trying to find any sign of those zombies.
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 7, 2012 20:39:13 GMT -5
(( I meant in the monologue, I sounded like Denmark. ))
Canada felt himself being dragged away by Norway's firm grip. He didn't have to pull him all the way to the warehouse, he was perfectly capable of running all by himself. He may not be very good at fighting, or shooting a gun, but he could run vey well.
Norway had managed to halfway drag him all the way to the warehouse doors. "I think we lost them." said Canada as he adjusted his glasses. When he looked around the area in front of the warehouse, there were no zombies to be seen. Well, they were faster than zombies, so it wouldn't be to hard to out run them. Hopefully they wouldn't be able to follow their scent.
Canada opened the door to the warehouse and gestured with his hand for Norway to come inside. It was to dangerous to stay out there any longer.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 7, 2012 20:50:06 GMT -5
(oh thats true....but that was so sweet and sad though canada!!)
Norway looked up towards Canada and sighed. "Im going in...do whatever you want to." He finally said as he opened the warehouse door and walked in keeping the door slightly open for the younger man. As he walked in he sat in a chair and covered his face.
He wanted to forgive the Canadian so badly, but his heart to much. Even if they ended up together again he didnt know if he could forgive and forget this. Why would his brother and his canada do this to him? Wait...no he wasnt his anymore, was he? Norway felt his head spinning, he didnt know what to do or think anymore.
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 7, 2012 21:16:32 GMT -5
(( Really? I didn't think it was all that sad. Although, I'm not to fond of drama. It makes no sense to me. ))
Canada walked in quickly through the slightly opened door after Norway. The older nation sat down in a chair and looked like he was about to cry again. Canada walked up next to the chair and kneeled down in front of Norway, trying to look up into Norway's face. It was no use, he couldn't see anything. He wished there was something he could do to make everything better.
"What can I do to make our relationship better Norway? I don't care what it is, I'll do anything. I don't want to see you like this anymore." asked Canada. He hated feeling this guilty. He would end up feeling like this for a long time, even if everything went back to normal.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 7, 2012 21:35:52 GMT -5
(i kinda like drama, it gives me something to do in rp's but drama in real life is kinda stupid...like the random boyfriend and girlfriend stuff thats kinda stupid)
Norway looked at the Canadian and stayed quiet. "I dont know alright...I just dont know." he finally said looking down. He had never been in this position before. He wanted to just hug the Canadian and say he loved him and never wanted this to happen again but it hurt way to much to do this.
He looked at the violet eyes that were infront of him. They were pleading with him to be forgiven but he couldnt do it. "Give it time...can we just do that? I...I dont know if I could even forgive you at the moment." Norway said this as he closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around his body. He felt alone even though the man he loved was in front of him.
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Post by mlpnkobnhjui on Aug 8, 2012 0:29:50 GMT -5
(( I meant real world drama, drama on here is kinda fun to write. I feel like such a hypocrite now. ))
Canada slowly stood back up and said "That's alright, I know I did something horrible. You don't have to forgive me." Still looking at Norway's covered face, he asked "Do you want me to leave you alone for awhile?" He felt that Norway wanted to get away from him. Was this what he had wanted all along? Had he really been so dense? Or maybe he was just worried that Norway was going to hurt himself in the process of running away. Maybe they both just needed some time to calm down.
He turned around and walked away, he din't know exactly where he was going, but he was tired of chaseing after Norway. It was clear now that he didn't want to be around him. He would just have to check up on Norway later. Maybe he would be able to think of something to make it up to Norway in the mean time.
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Post by [x] Norway on Aug 8, 2012 5:23:25 GMT -5
(Meh, real world drama and rp drama are two totally different things. It doesn't make you a hypocrite)
Norway heard Canada's footsteps eventually fade away unilateral he was gone. He still sat there alone and hugging his on body. Slowly, the older nation stood up and walked to his bed with his arms wrapped around him the entire time. When he finally got to his berbhe just collapsed into a mess of bedsheets, coughs, and tears. He felt alone once again and he never liked that feeling even when he was a small nation so many years ago. The Nordic country found his pillow and hugged it so tightly he thought the stuffing would come out but thankfully it didn't.
The Nordic felt like one of those highschool girls who just found out her boyfriend cheated ob her...but that was sort of his position wasn't it? Exept it wasn't his boyfriend it was his husband and it was with his own brother. Norway couldn't wrap his mind around that yet, it justw seemed to unreal...
As Norway clung to that pillow and finally the lat tears where coming out he closed his eyes and imaged that it was Canada he was holding and not just a useless pillow. He sniffled and slowly placed a kiss on it. The kiss was warm and loving and it was pretty sadnthat a kiss like that was going to a pillow and not to a person. "I love you Canada.." Norway whispered into the pillow as he finally fell asleep.
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