Post by [x] Norway on Nov 25, 2012 23:35:36 GMT -5
((England if you want to you can delete this with your Admin powers but I wanted to clear things up with everyone))
If anyone has any idea whats been going on with me ill just make everything clear right now. Maybe a week ago, Spain told everyone i committed and failed suicide again for the billionth time and everyone well…not everyone but a few people sent things to my ask box saying please dont do that again and stuff and i wanted to thank them…i mean they didnt have to do that for me…i appreciate it but its not necessary to do that again.
I guess i should start from the beginning of why im doing this. For years ive put up with physical, emotional, and sexual abuse from parts of my family. Some from my immediate to my 2nd cousins and 3rd cousins… but to make matters worse…Everyone knows i was with Canada and we were happy together but her parents found out about us and took away pretty much every connection i and everyone else had to her and its all my fault.
Because of this my already fragile mental state is being decreased and suicidal thoughts and tendencies have been acting up more then usual and i know what yall are thinking.
‘Move on, stop acting like this, she’ll come back’ and so on but I cant move on…Shes the only person who has cared about me in that way.
Im going to say this once. If i dissapear without a warning one day, or everything, every trance of me is gone. Im sorry, it isnt anyone on here’s fault i promise you guys that.
But do yourselves a favor and pretend i never showed up to Terra Sigma, Skype, Youtube, Tumblr, Deviant Art or where ever you know me from. Pretend like i never ever existed on this planet.
Im sorry for hurting you guys in the future but I know i wont regret my decision…ive put up with to much sh*t already and it’d be a relief to finally end it all….
I know its so selfish to put this on here...but i just wanted to make this clear to everyone...because ive learned to love you guys so so much.....
Thank you for listening and…bye for now
If anyone has any idea whats been going on with me ill just make everything clear right now. Maybe a week ago, Spain told everyone i committed and failed suicide again for the billionth time and everyone well…not everyone but a few people sent things to my ask box saying please dont do that again and stuff and i wanted to thank them…i mean they didnt have to do that for me…i appreciate it but its not necessary to do that again.
I guess i should start from the beginning of why im doing this. For years ive put up with physical, emotional, and sexual abuse from parts of my family. Some from my immediate to my 2nd cousins and 3rd cousins… but to make matters worse…Everyone knows i was with Canada and we were happy together but her parents found out about us and took away pretty much every connection i and everyone else had to her and its all my fault.
Because of this my already fragile mental state is being decreased and suicidal thoughts and tendencies have been acting up more then usual and i know what yall are thinking.
‘Move on, stop acting like this, she’ll come back’ and so on but I cant move on…Shes the only person who has cared about me in that way.
Im going to say this once. If i dissapear without a warning one day, or everything, every trance of me is gone. Im sorry, it isnt anyone on here’s fault i promise you guys that.
But do yourselves a favor and pretend i never showed up to Terra Sigma, Skype, Youtube, Tumblr, Deviant Art or where ever you know me from. Pretend like i never ever existed on this planet.
Im sorry for hurting you guys in the future but I know i wont regret my decision…ive put up with to much sh*t already and it’d be a relief to finally end it all….
I know its so selfish to put this on here...but i just wanted to make this clear to everyone...because ive learned to love you guys so so much.....
Thank you for listening and…bye for now